sugarsugar(: its so sweet yet so bitter.
0ojasmineo0 is just so
primary six&childish.
all the while, i was telling myself fairy
tales&making myself think that life's perfectly fine@ludicrous-illusion
but now, i wanna stop those daydreams&stepped into a new world, sugarsugar
i love ludicrous-llusion, alot-alot, alot but with my life on the rough patch, i just need prvicy, privacy& more privacy. needs privacy and why get a blog? madam,i dont think you expect me to stuff myself up with all those feelings, those mixture of emotions, right? i need a place that is for me, to vomit out all these problems.
love.hate.love.hate.love.hate. i love you, yet i hate you. yeah, today is the day i stop, the day i overcome all the bloody bullshit i've been putting myself through, since sec ones. basket!i hate you, you bloody bastard! okayokay. its not like he force me to like him or something, but hell, let me curse at him man! i've wasted sooo much of my time on that asshole! FUCK YOU. hell, time is nothing. he broke my heart without even knowing it. yadaaa, i dont know why i chose today as the day that i offically hate him, hell, i'm just so sick of.. everything. its okay if i'm invisible to him, cause from now on, hes invisible to me. ROT IN HELL, I'M GETTING OVER YOU, JERK
okay, i didnt mean it, i didnt mean to curse all over the post. all i wanted to was to console myself. hahaaa, i'm fine,okay&great now.
maybe not.
